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okay...waiting for blind dates to happen is a little nerve racking.....icka

i am not sure why i am such a lil ole nerve mass right now. i mean really...if he doesn't like me because of the flab issue he's not worth having anyway...if he doesn't like me because of monster cluster of zits...again...not worth having....if he doesn't approve of my hair or my eyes or whatever...not worth having....so what i am i nervous about anyway?

i dunno...and i only remember feeling this way in highschool when i wanted Kristain to ask me out. There were after all no other boys in existance except for him...LOL i can laugh about it now...but back then...he was sure a heart breaker! Now he's a married old fart. Teee hehehehe...hope he doesn't read my blog.

Have i mentioned that i don't like grapenuts? ICK...rock cereal is more like it....i gave it to Rafiqe ....he ate it willingly...and has been quite regular since. LOL

My friend Kim's mom is in Hawii...and she is very ill...and had to go to the ER...i hope she is okay. She's on a liver transplant list...so every sickness could be the last....that's a horrible reality isn't it?

i only have 6 sales today...poor deb...i needed at least 9....but i have another hour of work...so i'll have be super convincing :)