Is it Monday yet?

i am just so ready to be done with this weekend. It hasn't been a good one. My electricity is finally back up and running.

i am honestly not sure what is going on with Casey...he writes and tells me he wants to watch a movie with me and we should just slow things down....but he hasn't called to make plans with me yet....although he did call to tell me he was to tired to see me....wasn't real sure how to decode that one. i pretty much didn't worry about it cause i was asleep when he called me anyway....so i don't have real good recollection of what was said anyway.

i broke my favorite bowl today....i am worried about Rafiqe because he hasn't eaten anything today...and that isn't like him at all...he hasn't been throwing up though. Going to keep an eye on him and see if it continues to be a problem...i am so worried about him.

i am just going to hit the sack for now and hope tomorrow turns out to be a better day. New day...better view on life in general i hope....otherwise i am going to have to sit down and scold myself back into a happy mood and that is never fun to do. LOL