It's Friday again

Okay...so i haven't posted since Wednesday...yesterday i was busy having a melt down. boo hooing about life in general.

i am stressed. i make a fairly comfy living. however...i really want to move out of the place i am in....i don't want to move into an apartment...i'd like to rent or buy (snorts...yeah right) a house.

if i move...then i can't afford to do what i want to do...i have to watch every penny...and i hate living like that cause it's so stressful.

Yesterday at work i had a horrible day. i am not feeling particuarly important in my position...and i don't like having termoil. i am usually a happy person...and have worked hard to choose happiness.

Yesterday i cried and cried on one of my friends shoulders...i feel better today. Next week i am going to take Wednesday off and then work major OT so i'll have some extra savings cash...and i am just going to keep doing that forever and ever..2 weeks outta the 4....major major OT.

That is the plan i came up with. That way i'll have some fall back money built up...so when i move out....i'll have some fall back funds.

Money is so stressful. I wish i was rich! i hope i win the health and wealth raffle that's happening this month. cross fingers and toes people!