Rough day ahead...

Tomorrow we are having services for Dylan. I am not sure how I am going to do. It will be two months tomorrow since he died. It seems like forever...and it seems like just yesterday. Rob is not going...he can't do it...it's too much for him. Ellen is going to watch Abby.

I want to bring something to the memorial...but am not sure what is appropriate. Kelly got a ring with Dylan's birthstone and her birthstone. It is very pretty. I am thinking perhaps a plant...I don't know.

Children shouldn't die.