It's so good to be busy...i am happy.
Here is a picture of Eric...he's 18 months old now. Pretty cute eh? Yes i know.
Jim kinda hurt my feelings today. i've said that i've been bugging him pretty consistently since ive been bored outta my skull. I've been telling him that i'll bug him less when i am working again.
So this morning i write him a good morning i am so happy i am at work email...get no response...called him at break to gush about how wonderful it was to be gainfully employed once again....he didn't answer. When i get home he's online and i write and say howdy...he doesn't even ask about my day until i say...aren't you gonna ask about my day???? Then he says...i thought you said you were gonna stop emailing me once you got back to work....i say...i was just checking in...he says...if i want to know where you are i'll call you.
Why do i feel so crushed? It seriously feels as though he's pulled the rug right out from underneath me. i am so confused by him. He says he wants me around...when i am around i feel like i am a queen....but then he says stuff like this and all that happy cloud 9 floating crashes to the ground.
Men...try and figure em out...i dare ya!
I have to say the up and down emotion rollercoaster is not a ride i prefer to stay on though...not that i don't want to date Jim...that CERTIANLY isn't the case. However i think i'll not stand in line for that particular ride.
So i think he's going to get just what he's asked for...if he wants to know what i am doing..where i am at...what my plans are then he can hunt me down to find out. i am not gonna hold my breath. Here again i do not NEED a relationship...i want one...however i do not want one if the price is feeling rejected.
Now...i am going to drag fat girl to the pool by her ear and make her swim some laps.
I LOVE being back to work!
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You are a MASOCHIST...........work......blah,ugh, and fooey. If I never step foot into a place of employment again it will be a life lived well.............
Oh well different strokes for different folks, I am glad you are feeling better!!
P.S. there was a short time ( 3 months ) in my life where I had enough money saved to not work. I did nothing, absolutely nothing but sleep to whenever I wanted. Shave if I wanted or not ( I didn't shave for 3 months, very nice beard ). Eat where I wanted and so forth.
This was simply the most contented I have ever been, mind you not the happiest. The happiest was of course when I was married and when Cheyenne was born.
But content, nothing to do and all the time I need to do it......
If I won the lottery I would hire a full time nanny and maid and do nothing but workout, spend time with Barb and play with the kids, and let the maid clean it all up!!
Oh yeah and sleep till noon every day!!!!!!!!
AMEN
AMEN
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AMEN
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